depression

 what is depression?

It is what killed the person slowly, it let you hate everything surrounding you, and the most important you hate yourself you only want to stay alone and cry in silent or in the worst case thinking to commit suicide.

And the worst thing about depression is when you suffer of it for a long period and when you overpass it, it leaves a huge impact on you, you became so introvert, so non-social and you accept that life is not always your side but you're always waiting for the best, those people who arrives to this point are the strongest and the most wise.

Now please never underestimate depression, I mean it looks like a banal stuff but it could steal the most loved people of you. And when you see someone depressed help him, not by asking for the reason, but try to draw a smile on his face ❤

“Mind conscience”

We, human beings  have many qualities  that makes us special, one of them is that voice inside our heads which can ruin our life or makes it easy if we know how to use it.

That voice helped me a lot, whenever I need it I found it, whenever I need to talk, it's always there. That voice is the own factor that waked up the beast inside me and built my strong personality, the one I hadn't.

Goal: to have a great personality and an amazing life first learn how to control your instincts.

"لطالما كانت العائلة هى المدمر الأول للإنسان ولكننا خجلنا من قول هذا." “Family was always the first factor to destroy the person but we felt ashamed to say that.”

  let's take my situation as an example, mom told me that I'm like a deep well, she don't know that it’s because of them that I became so introvert, I used to share my sadness, happiness  and problems with them but I realized that they didn't care about it then, they had bigger stuff. I hate to talk to them about my life, when they ask about my day I only say it was good, I found peace in keeping everything inside, if I'm wrong I blame my self, when I'm right I feel happy.

I wish I had a different story, but I'm hopeless that one day it will all be fixed.